ilovestanmarsh

Who are you?

Fri, 08 Feb 2008 08:57:59 GMT

Take a good long look in the mirror and tell yourself who you are. Are you where you want to be right now? How can i improve myself?

I LOVE people. I really do. I will do everything in my power to help my friends at any costs. Weither they're brand new friends, or friends i grew up with. Im always there to help. With ANYTHING, even if all i have to give is advice. But im sick and tired of people not helping themselves.

If you have a problem, and you come to your friends for help. And they give you good advice, to help you out. But you ignore it. Call it stupid, and come back to them day after day, telling them this problem is re-occurring, but do NOTHING to help yourself out, you need to stop. I understand. I will be there for you EVERY time you come to me telling me of this problem. But im not going to sugar-coat it. Im going to tell you staight up whats going on, and what you have to do about it. And if your not going to go out there and help yourself, then don't come back and keep asking. Because im going to KEEP telling you the same "dumb advice". And most likely, so is everyone else.

This isn't because i don't love you. Because i DO. And thats exactly why im being so tough on you. Friends can give you all the advice and mentor helping in the world, and thats not going to do SHIT if you don't get ou there and try it. Go somewhere, meet people. You have to be a man, be tough, and get out there and DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!

Thats all i can do.

Anyways, im going to try and update this more. Since this is the place most people seem to come and keep in touch...

College starts

Sat, 01 Sep 2007 09:45:49 GMT

So college started. My class is 3 HOURS long XD
But it's alot of fun. C=

Then today markie is mad at me again because of shit she hears from people. I hate people with big mouthes! When you tell someone it's in confidence. No one wants to hear complaints about themselves, thats why you let them ou tot other people. You still love them, and in my case im just worried! She's been smoking pot alot. And i told her staight up i dont care if she somkes she can if she wants! I just dislike it when shes driving, or were going somewhere. She did it the other day in the car on the way to the movie theater, first we almost got into a car accident, then she just acts really wierd when shes high, expecially in public. I only worry because i care! But she hears this shit from other people and takes it out of context and WAY out of porportion.

Ugh, i HATE FUCKING DRAMA! We were sopose to leave that back at high school!

Anyways, i've been spending alot online. I actually spent $150 on my moms credit card. I want to tell her and re-pay her ASAP but im afraid she will flip a shit. =(

And on the 4th i have an anime club meeting! =D

Haha, im watching th Teminator, so talk to you guys later!

<3 Emmy

Early Birthday Shopping

Mon, 13 Aug 2007 05:26:46 GMT

So i went early birthday shopping today! I got Scrubs season 1 and 5, and South park season 9. =)
Now im out on the deck watching the meteor shower with my sister. 2007 PERSEID METEOR SHOWER!! Get out and watch it!

yeah so

Fri, 27 Jul 2007 02:58:32 GMT

Back at moms!
But i have been gone so damn much. Party after party. Now aleks parents are out of town and he is having a party for the next 2 days.

And now that im finishing this entry i wont be going because my "best" friend who was going to call me after work picked up my sister and went straight over there. Which i find funny because she is soposidly pissed at my sister. I went grocery shopping with my mom and my sister calls on markie's cell i pick up and she says "hey mom me and markie are going over to alek's right now, just wanted to let you know." I was fucking PISSED and was like THANKS for comming to get me sense i was invited and all. And then when they decide they could stop by to get me i told them to fuck off and hung up. Im going to stay home and watch movies and eat junk food with my mom. I fucking hate people, they are so god damn stupid.

Its raining and i will probablly go to bed soon. I hate being pissed off and thats all i've been feeling lately. And i've been reluctent to come on MSN because all i ever hear anymore is drama. Why cant it just be like it used to be? When we have chats its ment to be fun. Everyone needs to just start getting along. We never had this much trouble in the past and we cant let all this get to us.

Anyways, class registration was yesterday, so that was....boring lol. Then i went to oregon and stayed at matt and ryans new place. It is nice as hell, damn. Shows you what drug money can do. Though most of them got drunk, i went to bed pretty early.

Anyways, off to watch a movie with my mom! Later.

Damnit

Tue, 17 Jul 2007 18:25:07 GMT

So i will probablly not be online too much
im not sure
depends on when i can get on, because my sister and me have to share it
and its dial up....

My mom flipped out, so now we have to go my dads for awhile. Who knows how long. But its BS cause i didnt do ANYTHING. And now i cant see my friends and shit. Its not fair and im pissed. I might just stay at markies for awhile. I'll have to talk to jody (her mom).

Im watching the fucked up by 4kids version of One Piece. Poor show. They ruined it

*The Letter A
What is your age? 17.
What annoys you? people who type wat instead of what.

*The Letter B
When is your birthday? August 15th
Who is your best friend? markie

*The Letter C
What's your favorite candy? sprees.
When was the last time you cried? one piece LOL

*The Letter D
Do you daydream? oh yes
What's your favorite kind of dog? golden reitever

*The Letter E
Have you ever been in the emergency room? of course!
What's the easiest thing ever to do? Be

*The Letter F
Have you ever flown in a plane? haha yes
Have you ever used a foghorn? nope

*The Letter G
Do you chew gum? Occasionally, gives me headaches
Do you like gummy candies? yes =)

*The Letter H
How are you? ANXIOIUS
What color is your hair?Brown with golden streaks

*The Letter I
Have you ever ice skated? once lol
Do you play an instrument? well, sorta, im not good

*The Letter J
What's your favorite jelly bean brand? hmm, lemon
Do you wear jewelry? sometime, rings and necklaces

*The Letter K
Do you want kids? MAYBE 1, but probablly not
Where did you go for kindergarten? Hollem Center Kindergarden

*The Letter L
Are you laid back? Sometimes lol.
Do you lie? Doesnt everyone? Not about big things

*The Letter M
Whats your favorite movie? Oh god. Anchorman.
Do you like mangos? Umm, no?

*The Letter N
Do you have a nickname? Emmy
What is your real name? Emily
Whats your favorite number? 4
Do you prefer night over day? yup

*The Letter O
What's your one wish? ONE wish LOL, idk
Are you an only child? No

*The Letter P
What one fear are you most paranoid about? Spiders/Bugs
What's a personality trait you look for in people? Gotta be freakin' hillarious/ Crazy fun

*The Letter Q
What's your favorite quote? "Eye for an eye leaves the whole world blind"

*The Letter R
Do you think you're always right? No, not ALWAYS XD
Are you one to cry? OH YES

*The Letter S
Do you prefer sun or rain? Rain
Do you like snow? no, unless im skiing
What's your favorite season? Fall.

*The Letter T
What time is it? 2:30 exactly lol
What time did you wake up? 11:30 ish

*The Letter U
Who's important to U? Family and my friends and my animals XD

*The Letter V
What's the worst veggie? What ISNT the worst veggie? LOL
Where do you want to go on vacation? Japan

*The Letter W
What's your worst habit? nail bitting i guess
Where do you live? Wisconsin, haha W! YOU LOSE, I WIN! XD

*The Letter X
Have you ever had an x-ray? A MILLION
Have you seen the x-games? Some of the events, my guy friends are all skaters LOL

*The Letter Y
Do you like the color yellow? Yes.
What's one thing you yearn for? yearn LOL, i love that word, makes me laugh

*The Letter Z
Whats your zodiac sign? Leo.
Do you believe in the zodiac? Sometimes its pretty right. But its probablly all coincidence.
Favorite zoo animal? ELEPHANTS DUH

BOY-COTTING

Fri, 13 Jul 2007 19:55:18 GMT

Sorry i hurt your feelings jason, but i just cant stand the male species right now. So im "boy-cotting" for 3 days. I will not talk to any boy for that length of time. NO, it wasnt (insert your name here)'s fault, but right now boys are driving me fucking crazy ok? NO I DONT HATE YOU, i just dont want to talk to boys right now ok? 3 days isnt that long, you can wait.

Oh, and i find it funny as SOON as i post a bulliten about this little boycott, "HE" messages me for the first time in about a fucking week to "see how things are going" Sure. FUCK YOU. Go talk to my sister again fucker.

Anyways going to see harry potter with markie and catey, then maybe a girls night? Ice cream, root beer, candy. Yum.

THE END =)

Wow today was....Different, but good too

Wed, 27 Jun 2007 09:01:51 GMT

Well i had labs up at the hospital at about noon. When we were done there we went over to check out the University Book Store. I found that they sell copic markers there(the BEST perfesional markers), which is amazing because even the art stores around here dont carry them. But they were 5 bucks a piece so i only got 2 a brown and a Black. And i also got a 0.1 Prismacolor inking marker.

Then later on i came home and chilled on the computer for awhile (awesome msn chats kiddos!), when my big sister tessa comes downstairs to tell me she cant fit her huge TV in her bedroom the way she is re-arranging things and asks if i want it. Now this TV is about a 42' BEAUTIFUL Sony with great picture. I about had a screaming fit. I was soooo fucking happy. I seemed to be having a pretty kick ass day!

And then came the inccodent with that "Amandy" chick,. I promised i'd post the messages so here they are, start from the bottom and work your way up. -

Hmm, i was going to let it go, but now your just asking for it. I obviously wasnt stalking you, who would? Oh yeah, maybe your 15 year old boyfriend. <-- See i can keep bringing the same lines too. =)

It wasnt a sob story, i was telling you WHY my skin was that color because you "were sure" that i tanned. Well i guess you were wrong wernt you? Thats not even a PORTION of what i've been through, if i really wanted to write a sob story, i would've. You havn't been through half the shit i have in my life.

You calling me an umpa lumpa makes me laugh. Im tall, skinny and dont have green hair. You are closer to an umpa than me, your short, ugly, and fat enough.

Why dont you just go to the toilet and throw up
i dont want to hear your shit anymore

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: AmandyxEPIDEMIC™ Is A Little Monster
Date: Jun 26, 2007 9:29 PM

Hmm I Have Never ONCE Had My Name As Amanda On My Page .. And Heh Im Not Lying. Very Few Call Me Amanda.
Eww Your Nasty And I Hope Your NOT Lookin At My Body Thats Creepy As Hell Seriously You Can Stop Stalkin Me Anytime ..
This Is True No One Can Hear My Name Concidering Its Typed Words. And If It Doesnt Matter Why Did You Start Shit ?
Oh Heh I Forgot The Whole Stalkin Me Thing - I Gotta Tell You Its Not Flattering At All Its Fucking Creepy As Hell. I Dont Like When Lil Oompa Loompas Who Escaped From Teh Chocolate Factory Stalk Me - Not At All.
Your Riight I Am Kinda Hard To Miss -I'm Pretty ANd Pretty Girls Are NEVER Hard To Miss But Sadly In Your Case Your Whole Tan In A Can Look Makes You Stick Out Quite Bad I Almost Feel Sorry For You ALMOST

I Dont Care To Hear Your Sob Story So Theres No Need To Tell It. Im Sure You Do Have Better Things To Do Like Use More Tan In A Can. I Didnt Steal Your Name So Please Hun Get Over Yourself Your Not Foolin Anyone.
Ha Illiterate Funny Not Only Do You Got The Oompa Loompa Look But The Humor To Match It
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: EmmyEpidemic™ [AA]
Date: Jun 26, 2007 3:21 PM

Your name is NOT amandy
my sister says it said your name on your page for awhile
and its amanda
nice try though
so you can stop lying now, kthanks =)

i was at tylers page after he left that very random prickish message and i saw you under his top 8. And there was your name. So i know you WISH i was checking out your body, but sorry to dissapoint you, your just kinda hard to miss.

i DONT tan, and never have
i had cancer for a good part of my life, I had a few transplants, and my skin tone just so happend to turn that color. NO TANNING. You on the other hand look ghostly white. Sorry to tell you but the tanning isnt working for you.

Whatever, use my name, no one will ever hear it anyways.

I have better stuff to do than keep talking to an illiterate bitch, so you can go fuck your 15 year old boyfriend now kbye =)

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: AmandyxEPIDEMIC™ Is A Little Monster
Date: Jun 26, 2007 8:47 PM

Well Then Doll You Are Indeed Not 18
Umm My Name Is Amandy .. There Is No
Goin From An "A" To A "Y" And Why Are You
So Concerned With My Name And My Body ?
Stop Stalkin Me Please I'd Appreciate It Its Kinda Creepy Ok No Wait VERY Creepy .. You Steal My Name .. Worry About My Name .. And Are Talkin About My Body .. Worrying About My Life .. ICK You Creep Sorry I Dont Go For Ugly Oompa Loompas
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: EmmyEpidemic™ [AA]
Date: Jun 26, 2007 2:43 PM

I said im 18 because my birthday is august 15th, i didnt JUST turn 17.

The reason i picked you out is because Going from Amanda to amandy, is a bit drastic, and adding a y? Come on, it doesnt even sound right with your name. And an x seperates the words, BIIIIG difference. And i know my sister has talked to you, and im on her top 8. So you could've gotten it there.

And i said if there ever were a case FOR anorexiea it would be you. As in YOU SHOULD BE ANOREXIC FATASS. You should learn to read the english language too

You really shouldnt tell me to grow up, seeing that your the one dating a 15 year old boy. Soon you'll be a pedo too! =)

PS. i said you look like a man, beacause you DO =)

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: AmandyxEPIDEMIC™ Is A Little Monster
Date: Jun 26, 2007 8:23 PM

Yeah Riight. I Dunno If You Noticed This Hun But Your Profile Says Your Age =]
And I Can Spell Words Juss Fine Thanks. I Realize I Dont Have To Type Everything Capitalized But I Do So Umm Get Over It Bitch.

Yes I Did Call You A Poser How Observative. Ha Never Tanned A Day In Your Life ? God Your A Horrible Liar People Dont Naturally Look Orange Wow For Being "18" Your Pretty Freakin Stupid And Actually No I've Never Been To Your Site So I Didnt Have "Access" To Your Site I Dont Even Fucking Know You. Hmm And If You're Gonna Sit There And Judge Me I'm Goin To Judge You Back. I Didnt Steal Your Fucking Name So Dont Flatter Yourself. Your Ugly As Fuck.
Heh Wow You Are Very Dumb First I'm Fat Now I'm Anorexic Make Up Your Mind. And Heh I'm NOT Anorexic I Eat Everyday. But Thanks For The Compliment. I'm Quite Sure A "Good" Case Of Anorexia Wuld Be More Along The Lines Of 90lbs.
Please Explain How You "Know" I Did. I Have Never Ever Been To Your Site Nor Did I Know You Even Existed Til Now So Again Stop Trying To Raise Your Self Esteem By Claiming People "Stole" Your Name. I Don't Belive A Word Can Be "Stolen" Its A Word Free To EVERYONES Use And My Name Isnt Even Close To Yours. Lets Compare Shall We ?
EmmyEpidemic
AmandyxEPIDEMIC

Hmm My Names Amandy .. Yours Emmy .. DIFFERENT ..
I Separate Mine With An x You Dont .. DIFFERENT ..
I Capitalize Mine .. You Dont .. DIFFERENT.. The Only Thing In Commmon Is The Word So Wow Bitch How Did I "Steal" It ? You Didnt Create The Word So I Didnt Steal Shit From You.

I May Sound Like Trash But You Are Indeed Trash
And Wow Jeez Wut An Insult I Look Like A Man ? Are You 6 ? Heh Talk To Me When You've Grown Up Hunny.

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: EmmyEpidemic™ [AA]
Date: Jun 26, 2007 12:24 PM

Im 18 =)

17? By then you should be able to spell out words, its not to hard by the way, you should try it some time. You also don't have to capitalize EVERY word in the sentace. Whatever your typing, surely isn't the English language. If your going to use big words, learn to spell them.

And im a poser? How so? How do you mark me as a poser? You dont know me. I have never tanned a day in my life, so dont say shit when you dont know what you're talking about.

107 pounds ROFL!! If there ever was a good case for anorexia, it would be you.

And using "stupid cunt" in every insult just makes you sound like trash. I prefer bitch, thanks.

And no i dont go around accusing everyone of stealing it, but i know you did because you have easy access to my profile. And im sure your boyfriend told you about his little message he sent me randomly last week.

PS. You look like a man =)

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: AmandyxEPIDEMIC™ Is A Little Monster
Date: Jun 26, 2007 6:04 PM

Hmm I Highly Doubt Your Older Than Me Concidering I'm 17 And Ha Thats Quite Nice The English Language Makes You Laugh.
I Find Nothing Wrong With My Spelling Doll And I Will Use My Own Words Any Way I'd Like Its Not My Fault Your A Poser And Follower And Lack The Intellect To Think Of Your Own Words.
Amandy Wuld Be My Name You Stupid Bitch.
Oh Yes 107lbs Is SO FAT Wow Niice Fake Tan
You Look Like A Fucking Ompa Loompa Stupid Cunt
My Tan Is Real And Im QUITE Prettty Thanks.
Uh Hun Juss Cuz I Havent Had This Myspace As AmandyxEPIDEMIC Doesnt Mean I Havent Had My Old One And EVERYTHING Else It For YEARS God Your A Stupid Cunt.
Hmm Im Sure There Are MILLONS Of People Out There WIth The Word EPIDEMIC In Their Name Are You Goin To Claim They All Copied You Too ? Prolly Cuz Your A Dumb Bitch.
Aww Thats So Cute How You Talk All Tough And Shit Like You Culd Kick My Ass I Have Many Freinds As Well But I Prefer To Stick Up For Myself Not Hide Behind My Friends Cuz Ima Lil Pussy Like You Now How Bt You Juss Change Your Name To EmmySTD And Leave Me Alone ?
THANKS DOLL =]
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: EmmyEpidemic™ [AA]
Date: Jun 26, 2007 11:56 AM

Your words make me laugh =)

You really need to learn to spell if your going to try and come back at me like that.

First off, your UGLY and FAT, so even if you say im ugly, im not offended. And i have had this myspace before you had yours, therefore my name has been around longer than yours. And i know for a FACT that hasn't been your name for that long because my sister is your boyfriends ex, so i've seen your profile. You two make a perfectly hideous couple =)

Amandy? What the fuck is that? LMAO

And i would LOVE for you to "show me" how to grow up sweetie, because i could take your ass any day. You see, i have many many friends, and i also just so happen to be older than you.

Your obviously stupid, i can tell by the way you write your message. When you get educated, we can talk about this further. =)

PS- Scuse isnt a word, niether is Juss, or Radicious

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: AmandyxEPIDEMIC™ Is A Little Monster
Date: Jun 26, 2007 5:44 PM

Scuse Me Honey But I Got Mine WAY Before You So Maybe YOU Shuld Get Your Own You Stupid Ugly Cunt.
Why Dont You Change Yours To Something That Suits You Like EmmySTD? Ah Yes Thats The Perfect One For You =]
God Scuse Me While I Puke Your Picture Makes Me Sick.
My Name Sounds Radicious Your Juss Jealous Bitch. You Stole It From Me You Stupid Silly Little Cunt So How Bt You Grow The Fuck Up Before I Make You.
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: EmmyEpidemic™ [AA]
Date: Jun 26, 2007 11:30 AM

You know MAYBE you could learn to come up with things on your own. Such as, your name for example. AmandyxEpidemic sounds stupid as fuck first off, and there are PLENTY of other words out there other then epidemic, so please dont steal mine. kthanksbye.

^ START THERE AND READ UP^
Then move on to the next part down here

And THEN after all that shit, her boyfriend ( who just so happends to be my sisters ex) messages me this, in which i could not respond to because you have to be his friend to send him a message-

your ugly as fuck and amanda is right you do look like a fucking Oompa Loompa xD - you think your queen shit because youve had cancer and your parents spoil the fuck out of you, even catey would agree to that. get a fucking life. i know how you are because catey is the same way, your to stupid to come up with cool things on your own you have to steal it from other people and pose it. fuck i cant look at you anymore your to ugly.

So now he thinks i didnt message him back and doesnt understand myspace settings and sends me the message that actually made made me cry-

yea thats what i thought you stupid ugly fuck. you so hardcore you can make fun of amanda but not me, how tough. get a damn life and stop being such a loser an wannabe and grow the fuck up. i hope you die from your gvh and cancer its not like anyone would care anyways. i think they would be happy they dont have to look at you anymore.

I could never imagine a human sinking so low. First my sister read it. She immediatedly phones my best friend markie
and tells her the situation insisting they go to madison to curb stomp this kid. Well, i posted a bulliten about it and soon word spread.fast. Markie was already on her way and i was getting messages and phone calls left and right asking where this kid lives. I tell them there is a few people going over there right now, and everyone wants to come. Markie only had so much room, so tom came over with his truck and they took 2 vehicles. In the mean time im sitting here hooked up to an IV, trying to deal with all the phonecalls and messages. Some peoples parents wouldnt let them go out this late, like cody and bekah, so they couldnt go. But it ended up being Markie, Ambie, Catey, Dan, Tom, Clint. Ryan. They drive 30 mins away to get to this kids house, they get there and its midnight and they start banging on the door. No one answers so markie and ambie are trying to check it out through the windows but cant see any thing so they go back and ring the doorbell repeatidly. He sends his aunt out and she tells them she was about to call the cops. Markie stepped right up to her and gave her a printed off letter of what he said to me. She says " This girl is my BEST friend, she has been though so much in her lifetime, and the last think she needs is this kind of bullshit" The aunt says she'll talk to him about it and then closes the door.

He better pray to god that none of my friends see him on the street, they are so ready to kick his ass. Clinton might LITERALLY kill him.

But they all got back safe, so that was the immortant thing.

I truely have the greatest friends in the world, weither it be online or at home.

Now that im done writing this it is 4am. I NEED to get some sleep because i have a test tomorrow.

Uh oh..

Fri, 09 Mar 2007 04:36:53 GMT

So my dad found out about my drinking, and now im screwed. Im surprised he didnt take away my laptop... He is so strict about these kinds of things. He also found out ive done pot before. And he wont tell me who told him, but when i find out, their ass is MINE. Im fucking pissed. He says since cody was there he cant take me to school any more, but bullshit, im not taking the bus. I dont live with him during the week and my mom is ok with it, so it shouldnt be up to him. Plus im almost 18! I should be able to make my own disicions! *sigh*

And now their cutting my oxy back because they think that im going to get addicted since ive done pot before. Fuck them. My hip hurts like hell now. Im so fucking pissed...

AHHH IM BACK!!!! =D

Tue, 06 Mar 2007 01:40:36 GMT

Well my computer finally came! It was shipped here from japan in less than 2 days..how is that possible?!

So i;ve been messing around on it, the wacom screen they put in it is increadable, i really like how its pressure sensitive. This windows Vista is kind of annoying though..But the fingerprint censor is awsome! Now my sister will neverbe able touch my computer lol.

On friday i went to a party at my friend ryans, and well my, ryan, dallin, cody, eric, and markie all got drunk off our asses. Now mind you, this is the first time i've ever really been "drunk". My friends are about the craziest drunks i've ever seen, and i grew up around drunks. Eric woke up in the dogs dragon halloween comtume, oh and the dogs a SHITZU. I remember sleeping in between dallin and ryan on his sisters bed(who was out of town and when she came back kicked ryan out for all the broken stuff..)and somehow ryan woke up on the recliner, and were not sure how he got there and me and dallin were allover the bed. Whisky, GROSS. Vodka with orange juice, YUM =). I still cant belive eric passedout in a dragon suit XD And cody and markie passed out on ryans bed. So ryan got his own place and we might do it again this weekend. OH and eric pissed in the cat box, WTF? XD We all woke up at the crack of noon the next day with our HORRIBLE hangovers, and went to perkins and got lots of coffee. Poor dallin was still drunk, runing to the bathroomevery few minutes. So between the 6 of us, we somehow managed to get through an entire bottle of whisky and an entire bottle of vodka. Im really surprised i didnt throw up. Im just EXAUHSTED. Ive been sleeping for 3 days. My mom laughed at my and side well, thats the side effects.

*hugs computer* Back to my online life! Well, at least i will have more of one now that me and my sister arnt fighting over one computer lol

MLK Jr Day

Sun, 14 Jan 2007 06:19:43 GMT

YES! Three day weekend!

I go tmy hair cut. It is SOOOO cute, i cant wait to put up pictures! Catey had off all week and is going back monday, so she is doing alot better. Unfortuetly for her, her school doesnt have MLK day off =(

Me and Dallin are going to prom together this year! And im super excited! I dont know if im pretty enough to go with im, but i am so oh well =P This year we are all going all out. Markie's date is getting us hotel rooms, were going out to eat somewhere nice, and im even get smashed for the first time in my life XD (thus the hotel rooms)

^Dallin

Then last night me, catey, markie, and cody went to see primevil. It was dumb, but stupid kinda funny dumb. We were making racial joke (we wernt being serious about them) about how only the black people were dying. Then we noticed a black couple sitting right in front of us. I felt sooo stupid!

So my week had been pretty damn good! I should be MSN for a bit tomorrow. I am going dress shopping for winter formal with markie and her mom and my mom, so im not sure what time yet. But i will put up so pics of my new hair cut tomorrow for sure! :D

Poor Catey...

Fri, 12 Jan 2007 05:11:47 GMT

Sorry i haven't been on lately guys. My sister got appendicitis and had to be hospitalized to have it taken out. Between studying for finals, and that, i have no time for MSN! >< I go on myspace occasionally and update my deviantart (because i have to practice everyday if i want to be a serious art student). I am also joining the Asian - American club at my school XD. But i am for seriously doing it lol. I think their culture is interesting, and they said i could so sweet.

So how is everyone? Anything new happening? Had your finals (or mid terms) yet?

Well i have more homework to do. If you ever want to just chat, text me! Love you guys!! =)

Lack of Sleep

Wed, 03 Jan 2007 13:28:40 GMT

I have not been able to get to sleep until at least 1:00 a.m. Every night. I am getting way tired during the day, and now that school has started again, this sucks ass. So i've been pretty much up on youtube watching Naruto and stuff until i can fall asleep. I would get on MSN but my mind doesnt really function right at 1:00am

Well i have to head off to school!

You never stop loving someone, you just learn to live without them

Sat, 30 Dec 2006 17:58:02 GMT

I have made so many stupid mistakes in the past. Ones that i will never forgive myself for. But i have to move on and learn from them and become a better person. Yeah, I will prolly be in a depressive mood for awhile, but i will get over it.

I was up late last night, took a lot of pills and slept till a few minutes ago. At least i slept. I didnt think i would fall asleep with so much on my mind.

I think im going to draw alot today. Drawing helps me get alot of my emotions out.

CHRISTMAS WAS AWESOME!

Wed, 27 Dec 2006 06:54:56 GMT

IT WAS SUCH AN AWESOME DAY!!

I got a video Ipod, prismacolor pencils and more markers, a TON of outfits, PINK Victoria secret PJ's, 5 mangas (2 bleach, 2 death note, 1 new fruits basket!), candy, a book to help me learn to ink, naruto season 2, inuyasha blanket, $849 to fix my car, hair products,a bleach shirt, an FMA posterand $150 cash. Im prolly missing somthing else...but oh well thats the most of it. Oh, and i get my computer and drawing tablet in january!

I have got raye, jason, and jami's cars in the mail so far, and i loved them all! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! Hope everyones holidays were as good as mine!

Artemis = <3

Wed, 20 Dec 2006 09:12:25 GMT

Me and my best friend got a kitten. He is about 3 months old, and PURE white. HE IS SOOOOO FREAKIN' ADORABLE!! So as we planned we named it, artemis! After one of the sailor moon kitties. Our plan is to get one all white and one all black. And keep one at each of our houses until we move in together =]

Good day today, got my oxy refilled. Cody brought over a playgirl mag and i got to rip our my fav pic XD
My daddy took me to borders to get the latest fruits basket book #15, and ended up getting me bleach #7, and the newest death note #9. I was super happy!

And now, BED. I've been up working on a project that i JUST started tonight thats due tomorrow, and its already almost 3:30 XD I need my sleep!

Mon, 11 Dec 2006 00:20:10 GMT

for some reason every few minutes the internet explorer web page exits out of itself
i think im gonna kill it

so i gotta make this quick~!

grandmas birthday today, we went out to eat
then played games at my aunts house

then my mom said it would be cool if i drew on my walls in my room..
WITH PERMANT MARKER! I was all like , sweet! And then i can paint my drawings in too :D

GIFTS!
Ok so im poor, but im sending out cards, and drawing things for whoever wants one =]
I need addys though! Because they were saved on my laptop that is now dead(RIP)

F.I.N.A.L.S. (Fuck, i never actually learned shit..)

Fri, 08 Dec 2006 21:44:56 GMT

XD
Ha i saw that and had to make that my title. Since semester end is comming soon and finals along with it. Luckly its only mid term finals but finals none the less.

So today in independant living we learned you can get pregnant without having sex. And then in biology i had 2 kids with dallin XD. Because were learning the whole "genetics thing", but i teacher takes it a little far and made us fill out birth annoucments and everything. She might be sick in the head who knows. It was funny though, dallins like "here go put the scissors back" and im like " i just gave birth to 2 children, the least you can do it go put the scissors back " XD Ah, good times in bio.

And yesterday i was feeling a bit dizzy so 2nd hour me tyler, will, and mike skipped and they took me to go get food. It was really sweet.

This weekend were puttting up the christmas tree and christmas stuff. I also am going to start drawing christmas presents! =D

TA DA!

Wed, 06 Dec 2006 00:50:10 GMT

OMG, emmys leaving an entry?!
yeah i am XD
so, i had a few minutes, so i decided to update quick!

Well schools been going pretty good. I got really dizzy today but i pulled through. I went christmas shopping this weekend, and got a ton of cool stuff! I finished my friends picture for her birthday. ( If you wanna see it go to my bettyboop picture on this page) I got a new pair of boots and a new pair of sneakers. A couple new outfits and new art supplies (more prismacolor markers, drawing paper, ect). And half my video ipod was for christmas so my christmas is pretty much over lol. But im happy with what i got. Plus my mom gets me alot of stuff all the time so i dont really care that i wont have much under the tree.

Im pretty caught up in school for the most part. Im still missing a few things from being sick. But hopefully i will do pretty well for the semester. Well time for some more homework (and maybe a little TV and drawing XD)

take it

Thu, 16 Nov 2006 02:49:12 GMT

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Halloween!

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 10:42:05 GMT

YAY! So i get to dress up today for halloween at school. My costume isnt very...school appropriete. I borrowed a friends costume (its a black nurse outfit) amd she is SO tiny. So on me, its WAY to short, and WAY to tight. So basicly i look like a slut in it. I think im going to bring some extra clothes in case they ask me to change. Then again i know that all the little freshman whores at our school will prolly be WAY sluttier.

Im going to a halloween party tonight, exciting, exciting! I kinda miss trick or trreating. Now that im 17 we kinda just cheat and go buy the candy XD.

Well i will be sure to take lotsa pictures! =)

FUCK YOU BUSH

Fri, 20 Oct 2006 23:09:37 GMT

So my sister showed me this site tonight, and its fucking INSANE. www.costofwar.com <-- Go to it. It shows you the current cost of war, and it can show you what it costs your community. And you can compare it to childs heath care, college scholarships, ect. It makes me want to cry. Also, it makes me want to take out a gun put it to bush's head and tell him "your not worth the air that you breath" and pull the trigger.

Anyways... I finnished tianna's birthday present. I have been drawing people presents because i cant afford them XD.

Its nothing special but oh well, i tried.

I had the WORST sinus headache today. It literally brought me to tears. I had to go home and take sudifed till i was well enough to lie down. I couldnt sleep last night from the same problem. It hurts so bad to lie down with a sinus headache. I think i might have a sinus infection.

Senior Pics!!

Fri, 20 Oct 2006 02:01:24 GMT

HAHA! I got my senior pics back!

Yeah, they basicly look like that XD I know right?
Anyways, if you want one, i have four different ones! Just give me your addy and BAM their yours =D

I have been drawing alot lately. Between that and school and homework and football games and friends and shit, no time for internet! But xanga is not blocked at our school so i have that. my xanga name is still SouthParkCO so if you want you can look me up there, i tend to update that alot.

GOD I MISS THE INTERNET!! SUMMER COME SOON!!!!

Come see my DA its getting good =P http://gumbah.deviantart.com/

I MISS YOU GUYS! MSN for a bit tonight, then more homework!

Internet Life?

Mon, 09 Oct 2006 23:50:59 GMT

Homework is driving me crazy! More like my mom hasilling me about it is driving me crazy...

Well this last weekend was homecomming weekend. It was fun, but it could have been better. Here is us girls -

And here is the boys -

Well, gotta get back to..what else, but more homework. Sigh. Maybe i will get to be on sometime this week..

Bad luck just never ends..

Wed, 20 Sep 2006 13:04:37 GMT

Soo im pretty sure i factured my ankle. Yeah my dog came running at me a million miles an hour last night and knocked me right off my feet! This is when i was taking him out. So i twisted my ankle REALLY badly, it hurt so bad that it made my stomach sick. So my mom wouldnt take me to the doctor last night because she had a few drinks already (go figure). So i sat there is sheer pain, trying to watch house to keep my mind off of it. Finally i couldnt take it anymore and took a bunch of oxy. It fucked me up pretty bad but i could barely feel the pain anymore. So i yet again am going to miss ANOTHER day of school. This is the 3rd day in a row! Food Poisening, sick for 2 days. Hurt ankle and IVIG today. AHHH im gonna fliping go crazy if they make me use crutches. I effing HATE crutches!! I will refuse to use them. I will just make one of the guys carry me around school all day, and another one carry my stuff. And no im not joking, i cant stand crutches, and the boys will get to go to class late. So everyone wins XD

I swear i have more bad luck....well im off to take more oxy and lay down. Luckly my friends are comming to visit me after school and bring my homework so i dont get behind.

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 23:34:20 GMT

I stayed home again today. Which i KNOW i shouldn't have done. But my body was still so exhausted from being sick. So i stayed home and slept intill about noon. And then i woke up and did some more drawing because there is nothing else to do when your home sick.

http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y237/ilovestanmarsh/naotadrawing.jpg
^ I saw the first FLCL and had to draw naota. Cuz he is frickin ADORABLE.
Im thinking about coloring it, idk though yet.

I am officaly and anime freak. Congrats to me XD